Other people’s gardens

by Charlotte Trevella

When you were
five years old, you knew
how to pick up an
between thumb and

a small miracle on six
legs that traced
the outline of
your hand.

In other people’s gardens
while conversations smouldered
insects grew huge
and carnivorous,

swollen cicadas
turned their skins inside out,
left eyes beneath leaves
to remind you.

In other people’s gardens
it was autumn

with roses in perpetual
sepia and the
ground rotting
into mushrooms.

How you listened but
did not understand
as they talked
about who would mow
the lawns now?
and how much bluer
agapanthus was
when Harry was alive.